4 Page Letter...

Dear you,

I know this may seem out of nowhere and then again it might not. but I really feel the need to empty out all my feelings about our situation.

We've known each other for a short period of time, about a year but not to sound cliche but it feels like much longer than that. I don't know if I've fully expressed my true feelings for you. I am a very reserved person when it comes to showing emotions due to past experiences. It has nothing to do with you, however it does affect the way I interact with women. But I'm going to use this forum to spill the beans so to speak since its kinda hard for me to tell u to your face...

To sum up our relationship in a few words, I would say that I like you. Like reeally like you. I wouldn't say you're all I think about, but you do run across my mind several times a day. Its like a deep infatuation and fascination for you. I can't really explain where it came from, it just happened over time. Started out as the cute girl across the room, evolved into the homie, then the crush, and finally transformed into the girl I want to be with.

I love everything I know about you an and interested in everything I don't. Every convo we have whether on the phone or in person I learn something new about you that I like. Something about you stimulates my mind and intrigues me and I can't remember the last time a girl did that for me on a constant basis. I dunno if I do the same for you, I probably don't. But hey that's cool.

Judging from the outside looking in it may seem like I should give it up, I barely see you, we don't talk on the phone too much anymore, just countless other signs that tell me to throw in the towel and take the L. Honestly I'm heavily debating whether I should continue to pursue you or not due to minimal success and progress. It just seems like you're not feeling me like that sometimes. Kinda stings a little, but I deal with it.

This isn't a complaint, nor a request, I'm just clearing my head of this so I can move past it. Please don't get offended by any of this this is simply how I feel as of right now. So just read it, take it all in an reflect. Its more things I can say, but its probably not appropriate to be puttin on the internet. Ill be more than happy to tell you if interested though...

And I don't want you to feel pressured in anyway if this doesn't work out I'm more than happy to just be cool...

Until next time,
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Wow.

Gyant Unplugged TV - Episode 01 from Gyant UnpluggedTV on Vimeo.

Mark Curry, author of “Dancing with the Devil: How Puff Burned The Bad Boys Of Hip Hop” exposes the dirty side of the music industry in an interview with Gyant It gets real around the 4:30 mark….

“You gotta look at it like this, A person like Mase that comes to Puff that wants a record deal automatically is willing to do anything that he can do to get that deal. So you have to look at like this, you are willing to sell your soul for that deal. For example, they might say I’m gonna give you a $100 million dollars but before I do that, I want to take a couple pictures with you…with your shirt off…and your pants too. And you’ll be like “$100 million dollars…a shirt and no pants? hmmm, Okay, let’s do it!” So now, here go your $100 million. Now you sitting there with your girl, she got her diamonds and fur on and she look good. All of a sudden you got somebody in the background flashing those pictures at you in an envelope telling you “Come here. We need to talk to you”. You be like “Wow, now you got me by the balls”. When somebody come to you and say “I’m going to expose to your people everything you doing to get this money”, it’ll make you kill yourself”.
Daammmnnn Yo!…